Well just updating because that last entry was getting on my nerves. I hope you all are having a great summer, mine has been really dull other then NYC and when I hang with Raven, Amber, and Ashli. Random thought: If you've never had Wrigley's Extra in Spearmint...you should because it's like a feista or ballet of minty taste swirlling about out your tongue...just thought you ought to know :) Cheer started up and I can tell you regionals are going to be interesting! And if you couldn't tell from reading above...yes I am blonde again and it should be staying at least till November so....that should be something to entertain myself with. I have to say I really miss New York City...it's like every second you were there you had to breathe it in fast because as soon as you saw something you were moving away from it in 5 seconds. Although going from here to there seemed fast because you kind of just wanted to sit back, relax, and inhale...the walking was slow, the eating was soooo slow, but the talking was as fast as a cassette tape when you don't press down the fast forward button all they way(without the high pitched chipmunk voices). My sleep pattern is defiantly ascuew(spelling?) because I'm going to bed at 2:30-3:00am and then not getting up till 12:00-1:00pm. I need to find a good book to read because I'm stuck inside the house all day with nothing to do and I really want to write some songs but i can't right anything without an acoustic guitar because electrics...or at least the one i have can not make a single pure sounding tone...better yet an acoustic-electric would be perfect....but anyways...television would be my other form of self entertainment but the only thing i can seem to sit and watch is the continous re-runs of all the America's Next Top Model episodes. Also the my occasional computer time has now made me aware that i'm one of those obsessive myspace people who just sit and switching back and forth in between their profile and home to see if anyone new has sent them a letter or comment...haha it's so funny to watch me. Look now....It's New York City's Very Own Spiderman!!!!Look he even does the hand movements right...I love you too man!
Here's a cool thing that I have to share...Okay a couple years back I read The Catcher In The Rye and it had a part about the Carousel in Central Park and ever since I read that book I've been dying to ride it...and guess what?...My dream came true!
OMFG FOR ANYONE WHO CARES GUESS WHAT THE RADIO STATION THAT WAS PLAYING IN TIME SQUARE'S BILLABONG WAS PLAYING?
LIPS LIKE MORPHINE BY NONE OTHER THEN KILL HANNAH!!!!OMG I WAS FREAKING OUT WITH EXCITMENT BECAUSE IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAD HEARD THEM ON THE RADIO haha.
If anyone has ever seen forest gump you'll get this next photo...
My first ride upon the subway!
Pictures of me at the worst restruant in the world Fredrico's Does anyone know how to block the flash? Here I'll use my finger...
Well I'm going to go listen to the AFI Prelude 1221 that's stuck in my head all thanx to kyle!
Sorry I'm kind of restricted from the computer right now but I'm going to constantly beg to be on because I need to talk on aim because I'm addicted to it lol. Well I'm going to the dance on Friday and I don't know if my out-fit meets formal dress rules but I do believe it will be the only thing like it there so that's a +.
Here are a few videos that have been playing in my mind constantly this last week:
okay maybe that was a tad more then a few but hey....at least it's something to entertain ya!
Well I had a very frustrating and odd weekend if you want to know just im me when I get on. Watched Grey's Anatomy and I have a feeing Shepard's going to step out of line in the next episode...then on Despreate Housewives, Gabbi's baby got taken away and something's going on with the Applewhites as always...Instant Star was great as always and poor Jude is broke thanx to Sadie and is mixed between to sexy guys; Tommy and Speed....hmm...I see a plot that's going to end in an explosion! Okay lol now that i've gotten all of my shows off of my mind....I must say that I am extremely stressed, tired, and hell I'm just fucking annoyed at people. But I'm learning to deal with shit once again....still have my happy tunes to listen to! Btw Feist's song One Evening reminds of Grey's Anatomy because they usually play that soft voice type songs....also if you don't watch Grey's Anatomy you should because you're missing out BADLY!!!!!! lol okay one more show: Boston Legal: was watching this afternoon and decided to give up any sort of cakey-snack thingy so SCREW LIL'DEBBIES AND THOSE ONCE TASTY ZEBRA CAKES!!!!! Also friend's with benifits don't always work out...another thing that was on my mind during the show.
So leave me comments darlings because I'm lonely and sad and I miss you so!!!!!!
Yes I am in a happy mood! haha! Well was up till 4:30am working on poems that wound up being due monday so since I'm so anxious I shall share them with you...by sonnet is in the other entry if you wish to read it ha ha so here it goes!
A Lonely December At Navy Pier
The vast frozen lake, Below a dazzling night's sky, Vacant and lucid
Goodbye Shore
There once was a girl named Anne, Who loved to play in the sand, But in came the tide, Made her castle subside, Now she only will play inland
Life In The Cliche Death Hallway
Lights passing in a hurried fashion overhead, You can't recollect just where you've been for the last few hours, As there are doctors and nurses running to and fro, The gurney's worn wheels collide into the floors cracks
People's lips keep saying words that you can't hear, While the room is fading in and out of sight, They're applying the sutures yet you don't feel a thing, And you want to speak though your lungs are locked
Awaking for the first time from what feels so surreal, All you see is assorted flowers clashing with a colorless room, Looking down at your side you can see the seams, The proof that you didn't dream it all from an eternal scar
Some Things You Can't Disregard
As the Ferris wheel turns slowly in the night, The moments of abandoned carnivals fill her mind, As she listens to the sounds echoing through the old PA, She recalls the photographs flooding her bedroom floor, The black and white stains that form figures and shapes, Reminding her of romances that have faded away
She gazes ahead now into the crowd, And smiles at the faces as she's floating down, Sees a couple cuddled close above, And sadly remembers the one she onced loved
Following The Street Lights
I want to go where the streets have traffic jams, So you walk around the town taking in the new sights, I want to be there when the city comes alive, When the sun's gone down but the city's just as bright
I need to go to the place where life flows, So fast that you're always on the move, I need to be on an Amtrak right now, Because the longer I wait, I won't be able to go through,
But I can't hear their music playing down here, And I think to myself that one day I may go, Now I lye and think of the years, That I wish I could have gone to Chicago
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It's electrifying, How her eyes lit up, And I'm filled with terror inside, The modern skies alight
The world turns slow, But time goes by so fast, And like a shot in the dark, I kissed her lips
We were running so fast, Passed out, hit the ground, We can't go back, She says, "We're so fucking young!", As we dance under the stars
She's fading out, Her eyes so bright, And her heart's hollow inside, We're butterflies tonight
And life's faster then we know But somehow we all must go, And in the blink of an eye She's gone
Okey dokey well my neck is hurting me like no other so I believe I will go lye down and think of pretty and sweet things. like Peeps...i'm feel guilty now about eatting the little fellas...may they rest in my belly soundly. Once again, "I LOVE YOU!", yes i did scream it and it echoed through out the house so you shall shout it back and you better hear it ringing through your ears lol! well I love you lovelies but i must depart.
Well, this week has been interesting to say the least. I've fallen in love with the new "louder" sounds of Taking Back Sunday. Here's there new video Make Damn Sure:
I thought this song appropriate for my recent mood...so it will be playing for awhile. Also you may have noticed the red guitar:ES-335 AKA:Love of my life except in satin.
Not attending, "Survivor Day", kind of a regret...I like fun days but not restricted fun. I plan on spending tomorrow just breathing and possibly hanging with whoever drops by or falls at my doorstep(which I don't mind...I like the company :) ) Everyone if you have love for beauty and romance listen the song, "Boats and Birds" by: Gregory and the hawk @ www.myspace.com/gregoryandthehawk. WOW looking for a video for greogory and the hawk and I found this girl doing an amazing cover of Isabelle so seriously check this one out!:
Oh, for anyone who ordered...the cookie dough is finally in so get your cash ready and your stomachs set.
Un-titled sonnet:
The sound of pianos are drifting off, Into the distance singing melodies, I feel as though the music's floating soft, Upon rolling, dancing waves of sea
Another sound of guitars strumming loud, With vibrations from chords enchanting me, The bass below so strong it keeps the sound, So hard to hear although it's always key
With rhythmic drums to keep a congo beat, They make you want to dance or sing along, The music's theory seems to stay concrete, Assuring that our counting won't go wrong
In every song we go from A-to-G In every song we go from A-to-G
Heather Connor
All that is really left to say is I love you guys and have a good week!
